when you’re up to social medias, you’ll find yourself easy to believe in what you see, or what you read.
the thing is, what I see the most about breaking ups and unsucceed relationships are this one particular point:
“if he loves you, he’ll do anything. he’ll fight for you, he’ll come even when you don’t want him to, he’ll struggle with you when your relationship’s not working. and if he’s not, you deserve someone who won’t hurt and will always make you happy….. etc”
it hurts to think whether that’s true or not, so I decided to not to mind it that much. it might be true, I mean, who knows about someone’s deepest heart? but, well, a new thought came tonight.
aren’t we so cruel to judge about our exes’ love that was once belong to us? who are we, the Goddess of Love? weren’t we too ever love him so much (and maybe still)? so why we have to believe that words that maybe, in case, is not related to our love story?
the answer is pretty simple, I think. we agree with that oh-so-love-quotes because we can’t accept what he did to us. what he did to our lovely relationship. what he did to our imaginations, hopes, and expectations.
we didn’t take the love that we give.
it’s pretty acceptable–we’re humans, right? they say ‘love is all we need’, so I think it’s our basic need to live. but, somehow, you know you’ll always have that someone whom you will love unconditionally. about how big it is, I don’t know. everybody has their own capacity. but it’s true, right? when you feel this kind of love, you absolutely reach to the point when you feel guilty to blame anyone. you realize that deep inside your heart, you believe that he loves you too. he loves you, darling. he loves you. but, again, you are not alone. you’re created by God, so do your feelings. so does him, and so does his. when he did something to you, it’s not a coincidence. it’s a part of God’s plan. it’s all God’s master script.
so when you love someone unconditionally, tell God that you do. I do tell God. I tell God that I’m so thankful to feel this way, for example. you can ask and beg to God too, since He’s the one who blooms the beauty of love in both of your heart. that’s what I do. I talk about everything and ask for everything and I haven’t yet get the answer (even the clue). so I guess, it’ll be a long prayer every night.