So the time has come.
The time when I start to begin again and stand up. The time when I realize that I, in the end, am somebody’s half and so do him. The time when I reinstall the trust I’ve put before and long gone. The time when I smile and ask myself why. The time when I realize that love might be the answer of the ‘why’s.
Am I too blind to fall in love again?
Is he really the right person to fall in love with?
Or is it just a game of The Cupid, before he turn the arrow to the other direction?
For a moment, I barely don’t care.
We all can ever be one (of those)
To fall in love, with the right person at the wrong time is no better than to fall in love with the wrong person at the right time. Jakarta, June 18th 2015 00:40 Afterwork
People say life gets hard when you forget how to play.
So I guess I do forget how to play.
I go under pressures and stresses, and am not realize that this is just a game.
Life is just a game.
I press the start button,
But I forget how to play.
have you ever been
feeling glad because there’s someone who cares for you
but you don’t wanna take it too far
does it count as a sin
to break someone’s feeling because of your ego
do I have to explain why
and does he want to understand
Well, well, well. It’s been a month and am very happy to feel such a great experience!
I never thought I’d love working as a practitioner. I got lot of complains tough. I even got a warning letter from the hospital on my very first day of working because there was a missed communication. My name was written as “Dietitian Zahrina” because I am a graduated Nutritionist and Dietitian. It was a bad and scary moment, but I have to admit I was happy to be called like that. Hahaha. I guess that’s because of the awkward feeling that came up later to be recognized as a professional by the public.
It’s not just about the responsibility, but it opens my eyes a lot wider than before. I’ve met several people; the co-workers, seniors, colleagues, and even the people I met on my way to and from work. I learn some life-learning from them, particularly because I use public transportation everyday. I jostle in the train and bus, I got exhausted and go crazy when surrounded by the bad body-smell (eew), but most of all, I am super excited.
I feel like I’m walking on the struggle to reach joy and success, just like our parents, or any role model.
This is me on March. How about you? I wish you have a great month and a beautiful upcoming April!
New experiences are on their way! Sooooo exciting to see what March offers me!
Will be posting about the excitements soon.